Teen Angst- Final exam (analyzing song lyrics)
I think this is just about the hardest final I've ever had to do. It is now 2:20 am and school starts in six hours and I'm still sitting here working on this! I have been doing a lot of serious analyzing on my past. I've come to the conclusion that I am WEIRD! I am not like everyone else here, example; I don't like all that hard, heavy, suicidal rock music, and I'm not a very angry, disgruntle person like some of the other people that have to do this final. Some of my answers and song lyrics will probably not be like everyone else’s. Sorry Sam, I'm different! And Sam, I am also a girl, (if you haven't figured that out by now) so what I may say may not mean anything to you. Sorry again. Well I have made a few more observations. I am a very lonely, isolated, depressed girl. I also fall into relationships too fast, and end up getting my heart broken. Sometimes I cannot seem to get over it, at least not as fast as I'd like to. So thing I have said in the past on my work are now starting to fit in.
Well, well, well I couldn't seem to find just one song that related to me, so if I may bore you for a few more minutes, I’ll analyze a couple of my favorite songs that relate to me. And what I may say may not mean the same thing to you, but then again you’re a guy.
For my first song I choose. R. Kelly- I believe I Can Fly.
This song is a self- esteem song. The first paragraph shows that love was just now found. Then he comes to the realization that if it is seen it must be true. God! Song lyrics are hard to describe on paper. After true love is found, anything is possible. "On the verge of breaking down." believe it or not, I have been there a few times myself- self-explanatory. Then spirits are lifted, when you realize you can do anything. You just have to believe in yourself.
For my next song I choose. Tony Rich Project- Nobody Knows
This song relates to me in every word. The title tips it off, Nobody Knows. I usually keep to myself, and keep most of my feelings and emotions bottled up. The second paragraph, "why didn't I say." I could almost kick myself for that. There are so many things I have wanted to say to my ex's, but haven't. "I can say." Yeah, you kind of freeze when you try to say it to them. The third paragraph "nights are so. Days." All I have to say is. EXACTLY! In the forth paragraph, "I carry a smile." Yeah, because I'm trying to hide to way I feel from everyone, but I know the truth.
The fifth paragraph, " A million years." When you’re in a close relationship, you think your love will last forever, so you will always care about them. Then in the final paragraph, "I'm going to unload... this is where I'm stuck. I want to tell my ex how I feel about hi, and "hope he comes." Well I guess I'm done with Teen Angst for now.
Tuesday, January 21, 1997
Dark Love- Final Exam (analyzing song lyrics)
Not again Sam!! Hope you like music. Ok, I'll start with one of my favorites, but remember it's not totally "dark" love, it's just a little bit on the depressing side.
Bryan White- I'm not supposed to love you Anymore. Paragraph one, "we agreed.." This is kind of true, it wasn't working out. And yes, his "pictures still in..." well not really (it's in a photo album,) anyway. I feel that "I'm not supposed.." Paragraph two, yeah, most people can get over it and enjoy their freedom, but not me. I don't like being attached, but on the other hand, I like having someone there to be able to call when you need a friend, or when you want someone to cuddle or talk to, and most friends will never be there to cuddle with you. Paragraph three, yes I "shouldn't..." but I do! And yes, "I hurt inside.." And I'm also fighting back.." cause the feelings and emotions that "I've never fought before." This is all new to me. The forth paragraph, "Now I'm writing.." is where I stand. I think it's about time to get out my true feelings about how I feel about this person. True at first I couldn't sleep.." Also known as frustration that effects everything else in life. Call me crazy, but I'm thinking about just making an extra copy of this final and sending it to him. It would be a little easier. Thanks for the help Sam. If it doesn't work, I'm blaming you. And Sam, for final words... I know you don't want advise from a 17 year old brat, but.. (if you don't, don't read the next paragraph.)
Don't fall in love too fast, let it come to you. And don't push it too fast, just go with the flow. Don't be overbearing and smothering. And a piece of advise for all men, talk!! Tell your mate exactly how you feel, otherwise you'll probably mislead her. Pass it on to your fellow buddies.
Bryan White- I'm not supposed to love you Anymore. Paragraph one, "we agreed.." This is kind of true, it wasn't working out. And yes, his "pictures still in..." well not really (it's in a photo album,) anyway. I feel that "I'm not supposed.." Paragraph two, yeah, most people can get over it and enjoy their freedom, but not me. I don't like being attached, but on the other hand, I like having someone there to be able to call when you need a friend, or when you want someone to cuddle or talk to, and most friends will never be there to cuddle with you. Paragraph three, yes I "shouldn't..." but I do! And yes, "I hurt inside.." And I'm also fighting back.." cause the feelings and emotions that "I've never fought before." This is all new to me. The forth paragraph, "Now I'm writing.." is where I stand. I think it's about time to get out my true feelings about how I feel about this person. True at first I couldn't sleep.." Also known as frustration that effects everything else in life. Call me crazy, but I'm thinking about just making an extra copy of this final and sending it to him. It would be a little easier. Thanks for the help Sam. If it doesn't work, I'm blaming you. And Sam, for final words... I know you don't want advise from a 17 year old brat, but.. (if you don't, don't read the next paragraph.)
Don't fall in love too fast, let it come to you. And don't push it too fast, just go with the flow. Don't be overbearing and smothering. And a piece of advise for all men, talk!! Tell your mate exactly how you feel, otherwise you'll probably mislead her. Pass it on to your fellow buddies.
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